Why “I Love You More Than You Know” Doesn’t Always Comfort You

First kiss, Christyl Rivers

How do you know this is “The ONE?”

Once upon a time, I loved a man for years and years. He and I were both single when we met. At that time, though, I was still in my early twenties and painfully shy. I was insecure and vulnerable in ways that I had just not yet wrapped my head around. He was a bit more confident of himself, but was also young, and experimenting with love.

The end of soul mates

During all this time, nearly a decade total, I loved and pined for Jeff.

“I love you more than you will ever know” He said.

Years after, I went to Denver on business and saw all the old engineering gang of geeks.

Ecopsychologist, Writer, Farmer, Defender of reality, and Cat Castle Custodian.

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